RIP Daddy, I love you and miss you forever! Thanks for the three spankens you gave me the whole time you raised me. Thank you for always being by my bedside tucking me in faithfully, pressing my blankets around my sides to keep me warm. Thank you for always telling me that I am so beautiful and kissing me on my forehead every night! Now I lay me down to sleep I pray my lord my soul to keep bless mommy and daddy and ricky and monty and audrey and frosty and surfy amen! I will always cherish the love you gave me as my father! When my own father could not! Thank you for not being embarassed that I am your daughter, thank you for not regecting me as my own father did! I am blessed to have fond memories and I love you daddy! RIP forgive me for not making it to your funeral the family that was left forgot me too! But, I know you didnt forget me you come in my dreams with a hug and tell me to keep away from troubled men! You showed me a heaven that had a mansion and it was glorious and you said I have a room there to just do good on earth and on that road I seen Judes DAD my RIP sons DADDY on his journey to the heavens and he promised to come get me someday, remember he was the love of my life daddy....he died too! Take care of Douglas Wilson daddy tell him I never forgot him or our son! Guess I made a journal today Daddy my fiance left me...I am not perfect! But I will serve God and help the people that can't help themselves if God will let me! I believe I will do what God leads me to do in my life! So I am believing that as scripture states he will return my land and multiply it! I will intercese for the Native American people and request other cultures to share testimonies and heal a nation! Daddy you were supposed to walk me down the aisle and I am older now...guess I never found that man dad that would treat me with the honour that you showed me! At least I learned that dad! Its not important to marry anymore and I am blessed with your grandchildren, out of Gods mercy and grace we live for God!